Mary: As it’s important now in our work James for the feminine side to have more of a say to balance Jesus’ masculine, I will answer this for you.
It’s very easy to live God’s Will, far easier than what it’s said to be and what people make of it and try to do. To live God’s Will all you need to do is live true to yourself, true to your feelings, and when you are, so when you’ve healed your negative and untrue state, then naturally you’ll be living true to God as you live true to yourself. So you’ll be living God’s Will.
Okay Mary, that sounds simple enough, but first we have to become true to ourselves, so do our healing... that’s not so simple.
So until we’re fully healed, really there’s no point trying to live God’s Will, as we can’t.
There is a great point to wanting to live it, but to contrive living it by living various erroneous beliefs that might make you think you are doing it correctly, is wrong, that is only more mind control and will move you deeper into your self-denial and so evilness.
Mary, I think some people think that by longing for and then receiving the Divine Love, one is then living God’s Will, God’s will being that we simply long for Their Love.
To do that is as I just said, it’s simply using your mind to add yet more controlling beliefs to yourself. You are using God that way, by assuming that you are living true to Them simply because you are partaking of Their Divine Love.
Using them to further our evil?
Yes, just as you have taken all Jesus said and used that to further your evilness. And it’s what you do, take anything that’s offered or given to you to further it because you can’t do anything else other than that whilst you remain in your negative condition.
So conceivably people will take what you and Jesus are telling me and do the same thing.
Yes. And they will believe that by ‘doing what Mary and Jesus say’; that being, doing what they want to do and not what we are actually saying doing your healing is, they will then believe they are also doing what God wants them to do, so erroneously believe they are living God’s Will.
Just like how Christians do.
Yes. They have taken what they believe Jesus said making up their own beliefs to suit themselves, and then saying because they are doing what Jesus says they are to do, they are also living God’s Will. But they are only living their own distorted and dysfunctional will, keeping themselves bound up in their truth-denying states.
You see James, if you were true and positive minded and willed, living fully loving and feeling fully loved, then in your natural love perfection you’d be naturally living God’s Will, just as all the creatures are doing. The natural world is given to you to show you this. Nature is true and perfect as it is, so it’s living fully in accordance with the Will of God, it completely abides by the Universal Laws of Natural Love, it can’t do otherwise. It doesn’t have a soul and so a facility, or means by which it can turn its back - its mind - on God and do as it pleases, as you can, and as you have done. So to do your healing you are setting out to return to your original state of natural love perfection; and also at the same time because the Divine Love is available to you, so too can you can long for and receive it into your soul thereby transforming your natural love soul into becoming divine. And by doing that you are then living even truer to the Mother and Father’s will than as you would be in your perfect natural love state, because you are striving to be completely at-one with them. Whilst you remain only of natural love, were you to be healed and of a positive mind and will, you are still separate from God, even though in your perfect natural love state you are living God’s will perfectly. Our souls have been given the ability to become as close to God as we possibly can, to be as They are in how our soul is, so to become divine, and thereby taking us out of our natural love states and moving us into something of an even deeper and more personal relationship with Them. This being the special attribute or quality that is said to make mankind higher than the animals, it being a higher potential one can seek to realise by longing for the Mother and Father’s Divine Love and doing your healing.
So we do have the potential to be higher in that sense than nature, but in our current truth-denying states we’re actually lower than nature.
Yes, because you’re untrue to yourselves, were as nature is true to itself.
So by rights we should be looking to nature to help us, instead of abusing it and trying to control it all.
Yes, however you can’t to do that unless you are wanting to do that in yourself, to stop your own self-abuse which is your ongoing denial of your feelings. But as you do that, as you and Marion have found, nature suddenly takes on new meaning for you and you gain greatly from it.
We sure have, it helps us more than anything to understand how wrong we are, how badly we treat ourselves, and of course how badly we treat it. And we love it more each day wishing we could live in a world that puts nature first, completely honouring, adoring and respecting it.
And as you feel those feelings for it, they are really coming from your growing inner feelings about yourself, the more you love and respect and treat yourselves with such care.
So as we change through our healing we can look to how we feel about nature as something of a gauge as to how we’re progressing.
Yes, because it’s true. And the truer you become, the more you’ll ‘resonate’ with it, so to speak. So the more you’ll know you are on the right track. And of course, the less you’ll resonate with your manmade world, desiring as you are both feeling, to have less and less to do with it.
Marion was saying that every day she feels like she’s sort of drifting away from the world, from the false relationship she had with it, one in which she believed she had to be loving and caring for other people to accept her, all stuff she was made to feel through her childhood.
Yes, she’s becoming truer each day to herself and to her negative state as she was saying this morning to you - you both are. So your relationships with the world are fading away as are those same inner relationships you’ve been having with yourselves - which is also with your parents. Within you, you are leaving them, and so are now freer, which will soon begin in earnest to develop into new relationships with yourself, nature, the world and God, when your healing is complete.
This being what is called: being Born Anew or Born Again.
So Mary, getting back to living God’s will, should we long to do that as well as long for the truth of ourselves and the Divine Love?
You can if you feel to, you always do what you feel to do. However overall, by longing for the truth of yourself as you accept, express and seek the truth of your feelings, you are doing all you can so far as longing to live God’s Will. That is your longing if you like. All one really need do James, is two things: Long for the Truth of your soul, which is really the truth of yourself. And to actualise or realise this longing, you can do as we say about accepting and expressing your feelings. And that will bring you back into a state of natural love perfection as you do your healing. And then, as the Divine Love is still available to you, long for your Mother and Father’s Divine Love.
And in longing for God’s Love, Mary, we can long to God however we feel God to be. We don’t have to specifically long to God as your Mother and Father.
That’s right, it’s a sincere or heartfelt desire to be at-one with that or they whom you know or relate to as being God. And if you are sincere and true in such a longing for God’s Love, and you are also longing for the truth of yourself as I said, then your relationship with God will begin to personalise, will grow and evolve as you become more at-one with God, as you get what you are longing for. And so you’ll move to relate to God being your Heavenly Mother or Heavenly Father, or even as you are James, wanting to relate to Them both at the same time. And once again it’s a feeling thing, NOT to be contrived by your mind. Someone might like all you write about seeing God as their Mother and Father and take that on with their mind, and so long to Them for Their Divine Love, and there is nothing wrong with that, but as they progress in their healing because they are ALSO longing to be true, so their relationship with God will come out of their mind and into the feeling level.
So we can take all you and Jesus are saying into our minds, but it will become our truth through our feelings as we start to accept and honour them properly.
Yes. As ultimately you are to find out the truth for yourself, and you won’t need Jesus or myself. You are eventually to move beyond our sphere of influence, so leave Nebadon and move out into the greater universe on your ascent of truth to Paradise, all the while longing to be closer to and more at-one with God - with how you know God to be based on the truth that’s evolving within you.
So you and Jesus are only one of our stepping stones.
Yes. However, a very necessary one.
Mary, as you know, I used to spend hours and hours trying to work out how to live God’s will and what it was; and were those people who said they were living God’s will, really doing it. And I thought I’d write a whole post about it with you, discussing all the bits. But now it’s all so simple and I can’t even remember what I used to think it was.
It shows you how far you’ve come James. How far from trying to work it all out with your mind. And now you know those people who say they are living God’s will are not, when you can see they are not striving to live true to themselves. When they are not doing their healing.
But Mary, overall, this being looking at it from the soul level, all we do is living God’s Will isn’t it; I mean, how can we exist in Creation and not be living Their Will? So even our denying of God is still living Their will.
Which is true James, however you are to live in and so be true to the personality side of Creation, not trying to live existentially as your soul is. And so in the experiential level of reality in which we are all focused and so have our feelings and thoughts, such notions are just intellectual, and one must refrain from indulging too much in them if one wants to come out of ones mind control and into ones feelings.
Yes, I understand that. I no longer indulge as you say. And I know it’s where people like me get caught up, intellectualising it all as a power trip.
Yes, and so when you are intent on staying true to your feelings, then certainly such thoughts and insights and ideas and imaginings come to you, but still in context with and relevant to your feeling expression and truth growth.
But on a soul level, what you say is correct, because, as you say, how can it be any other way. God has wanted you to experience your negative lives, and so living against Their Will and in an evil and negative way in your personality expression. And you are now able to set about healing yourselves of this, which of course should you feel the need to do, is all being driven by God, God now wanting you to heal yourself and start growing in truth.
Yeah, I have got all caught up in that, but as my mind has let so much of it go, I feel so much more at ease, just allowing my feelings to guide me.
You’ve needed to work your way through it James, to sort it all out for yourself and to help yourself see and feel just how much your mind was in control. And it’s all been very good work, nothing has been wasted, it all serving to help you now in what you are feeling to do.
That being Mary?
Doing your healing of course!
Mary, thank you once again. I’m sitting in the car waiting for Marion to come back and baking in the sun. So I’ll stop now and speak to you soon.
Marion commented on living God’s Will.
Mary, Marion was saying that sitting on the couch crying, trying to express your bad feelings and uncover the truth of them, is living God’s Will, not going out there believing you have to ‘spread the word’ doing the ‘Great Work’ by speaking the ‘Great Truths’ you think all people should hear. And that living true to our feelings is all we need to do because then we’re allowing God to guide us, as God guides us through our feelings, that being what our feelings are for.
Your feelings are to lead the way, they being your expression of living true to yourself and so living true to God, for as you live true to yourself you are living true to God, it can’t be any other way. However we also have a mind, with which we can understand our feelings - why we are having them and what they are showing us; and we can also use it in a negative or rebellious way to control our feelings, so become untrue to ourselves and untrue to God. However our mind is meant to act in support of our feelings and not in control of them; our feelings are first then our mind follows, and NOT the other way around.
And she said that all our bad feelings are still waiting to be honoured, that they are telling us we are going the wrong way and we should stop and go back. And as we’ve ignored all the stop signs from our bad feelings, we have to go back if we want to heal ourselves and take notice of them, see what they are trying to show us as they are all still there within us waiting for us to pay attention to them. And they are trying to show us we’re not loving ourselves, not taking care of ourselves, not respecting and being kind to ourselves.
Which is true James. And in that state of mind and will, you are not living true to your own will, so can’t live true to God’s Will.