Mary: Yes James, I will discuss it with you.
Thank you Mary. As you no doubt know, yesterday I was reading about a woman who said she compulsively masturbated from a very early age, bit her finger nails and chewed her lip. She was able to through brute force of will stop herself biting her nails, but as to the other things, she couldn’t stop doing them no matter how hard she tried. She did however finally manage to stop doing them by doing a clearing away of the emotions of them using some sort of technique, which she didn’t elaborate on. If all she said was true, from what I could gather it was by using her mind, and it reminded me of R... who used to talk about being able to do the same things for his clients. They would ring him and tell him their problem, and he, with the help of a pendulum, would talk to them about there problems being ‘guided by spirit’ and so helping to shed light on the persons blocks, which when done, the person was then able to liberate themselves from such blocks, having ‘cleared away’ all the emotional pain and problem. The person feeling apparently totally healed of their problem and free to go in life feeling so much happier and better within themselves; that being, until their next level of problem and blocks came up, at which point they’d ring R... again. But from all he told me, and all I could gather from what I read yesterday, no one actually grew in truth as Marion and I do, they might understand intellectually things about themselves and their problems, but are not connecting on a true feeling level and going into healing their childhood repression, coming to terms with their unloving relationships with their parents, and rectifying all their personality expression. So could you please explain to me what these people are actually doing, what is this ‘clearing way’ or ‘emotional cleansing’, and how does it work, in that it does obviously make them feel much happier and better within themselves and their lives.
It’s quite simple James to understand, and it’s exactly what the mind spirits do in their progress up their mansion worlds.
So these people are living as the mind spirits do?
So all the things, like my sister doing her Transcendental Meditation and being told to just sweep her bad feelings and emotions under the carpet and rise - transcend - above them by doing the Program; and all those Eastern gurus who seem to be able to transcend everything they want, it’s all the same, all what you’re saying, just transcending within their own mind, raising their minds vibration having greater and greater control over themselves - over their feelings.
Yes. It’s the true way of evil, what everyone is trying to do in one way or another, only these people and the higher mind spirits are better at it. And it’s why so many people are so intent on looking for a technique like your sister’s Program with which they can use to control all those annoying aspects of themselves, of which they can use to rise above their pain.
So it’s the same as going to the gym to keep fit and eating the right foods and having a healthy sex life. Still doing all we can to control our feelings with our mind.
Yes, all the things you do, which is everything in your truth-denying lives, that you do to make yourself feel better. These things are just very mild version of mind control, all using your mind to have control over yourself, which is over your true feelings, all because you believe you should. You believe that if you eat the right foods you’ll be healthier; if you sit in meditation eight hours a day you’ll be able to rise above the physical level of life having fewer material needs and so better domination over the feelings you don’t want, and so on. It’s all beliefs, all what you think and believe and have been taught to do, all mental. When as you and Marion are discovering, when you live wholly with your feelings in the lead, you are led to confront all of that, all those feeling-controlling beliefs. And as you’ve seen for yourselves, you do what you feel to do, you eat what you feel to eat, you go for a walk or not go for a walk, all based on your feelings, all to help you keep expressing them. And if you were to go to a doctor they would probably say, as S... tells you, to get more exercise, you should eat... you should... you... always telling you what you should do to make yourself feel better. And you keep saying no to all of that, and then say, no we don’t do anything other than accept and speak about all our bad feelings whilst seeking the truth of them. And as you do that, you find you just do what you do, and you keep speaking about all how that makes you feel. And gradually James over the years your life and way of life have changed and you like it how it is, and you know it’s not whether you go to the gym or eat the right foods that is helping you, it’s expressing all your repressed feelings out of you and uncovering the truth of them that is truly helping you. And you know that you will live as long as your soul determines and you don’t have any say in that, so by eating the right foods and doing mental things because of your beliefs to keep healthy is not going to prolong your life or stop disease because such disease and pain all comes from your early childhood repression of your bad feelings. So the best thing you can do for yourself, and being healthy is irrelevant, is simply keep on expressing all your bad feelings to see the truth of them. And if suddenly you start to feel like going for a walk, you do, but it all being natural with nothing being forced, nothing like making yourself go to the gym because you believe you will ease the pain in your lower back. And if your feelings led you to suddenly want to go to the gym, you’d talk about all those feelings and so on. So your focus in life is only on your feelings and the truth that comes from expressing them and nothing else, not trying to control everything according to your beliefs.
My sister did her Program religiously for some years before I stopped having anything further to do with my family, and I would imagine she is still doing it. And yet in all those years I didn’t see her grow in truth, she grew in feeling much better about herself and her life, she loved doing it all, and things seems to have worked out exactly as she wanted them too, but still-
And that’s right James, so you ask yourself, what do you want? Do you want to live happily and successfully in your truth-denying life, doing your programs that you require to keep yourself propped up against all the hidden childhood pain you are suffering and yet refusing to see. Or do you want to end being evil and start to do your true healing, allowing all that repressed pain to surface all so you can see the truth of your negative life. And that this in the short term whilst you are allowing all those bad feelings to surface might make you feel very bad, very, very, very bad, but in the long term you know that once it’s all gone, then you will feel true, truly happy and not a mind contrived false happiness; and loved - a real and true love. And you’ll be free to live on growing in truth forevermore ascending your way to Paradise and to meet with your Heavenly Parents; or do you want to remain in your self-controlling mentally deluded state that you are spiritually progressing by ‘accumulating knowledge’, forever confined unbeknownst to you to the mansion worlds, living a mentally contrived happiness and love all in your own little mind fantasy.
So because we don’t understand the value of using our feelings to uncover our truth, so we have only these mental ways to look to, and so of course believe they are the way to go.
Yes, which is why Jesus and I are now helping you to see that there is an alternative way, and one that is the true way, and not one that will only help you further your self-imprisonment within your own mind. So all the spiritual and religious and alternative ways you have to live are based on and created with minds, all to help you further your mind control over yourselves and each other. Nothing you do is being done truly from and with your feelings, and that is what is to change, and when it does, then things will really start to change for the better.
So Mary, whilst we want to remain in our negative state, not that most people are actually consciously aware that is what they want, just not understanding about the feeling side of things, we can do such things as this emotional cleansing and clearing and feel better, like give up our compulsions and believe we’ve cleared out all our pain, yet it’s all just adding a huge band-aide to the problems covering them up more, and to such an extent that we delude ourselves that we don’t feel any pain anymore.
Yes James, it’s the same as what you were saying to Marion this morning. You were realising further the extent of how your mother enslaved you to her will, and how deeply hurt and angry you feel about her unloving treatment of you; and yet, part of that unloving treatment was that as you grew older she kept telling you, because you’d forced yourself to change and be how she wanted you to be, that she liked you, that she loved you, and that how you were was perfect, right and true. And so as you were expressing to Marion, you’ve got these two parts of yourself in conflict, you feel on the one hand all the pain, misery and anger, and very, very bad about all that’s happened to you, and yet on the other hand, you block out all those bad feelings, feeling instead very good about yourself, even to the point of believing - because it’s all just beliefs your parents instilled in you - you feel you are perfectly right how you are and there’s nothing wrong with you. And you grew up living in this everything is all right side of you, only there were cracks in your prefect picture about yourself because at times you didn’t feel perfectly alright, and you bit you nails and had your masturbation problem and you knew things weren’t right, and... and finally in London you started to face the truth that you were depressed, that things weren’t good after all. And now though your healing you’re progressively living more on the other side of yourself, the true side, and feeling just how bad you do feel and why, and how false and unreal that other side of you is, how it’s all just made up of erroneous beliefs. And most people, like your sister and these emotional clearers we’ve been speaking about, are still only wanting to live in the side of themselves that believes it’s alright, and if any imperfections show, they have to tools, the mental application, to correct themselves, to clear away the blocks and rise above it all.
So once again Mary, it all comes back to the truth.
Yes James, because that’s the only thing that is real and true and not a contrivance of your mind. And so if you long for the truth, and you seek to find it through the ongoing acceptance and expression of all your feelings, then you will make true soul progress, and you’ll be led this way that, and all the bad things that happen will help you to feel bad, all so you can uncover yet more truth. And so concerning your nail biting and other compulsions, they haven’t ‘just gone away’ yet, even after all the intense work you’ve done on yourself, because they are still required to keep the bad-feeling-pressure on you. You need to keep showing yourself that things are still not right in you, there is yet more to feel bad about, and so more bad feelings to express and more truth of your negative state to uncover and see about yourself. And when you have seen all the truth you need to see, then they will go.
So in a way, these people by doing their mental controlling things to rid themselves of their compulsions, are, by no longer having such annoying compulsions, inhibiting their chances of using their feelings to help them grow in truth.
Yes, they are empower their minds over their feelings even more. And it can become very extreme by you systematically eradicating all that’s wrong in you, and by that I mean, covering over such things with other stronger controlling beliefs, so burying all those outer expressions that something is not right within you. All to the point of the sixth world spirits believing they are perfect, with nothing wrong with them, having transcended it all. And they even believe, many of them, that they have transcended the need for reincarnation having no further karma to work through, just another huge controlling belief.
So their karma is really just their hidden repressed childhood pain and problems trying to gain their attention, to which they apply their mental techniques like meditation or emotional cleansing, and when they feel they’ve succeeded in getting rid of all their pain, they tell themselves they’ve finished the karmic cycle.
Yes. A cycle that is fictitious anyway, so one they can convince themselves they are done with. It’s all just playing about in your mind, and varying degrees of mind control over yourself.
So even though reincarnation doesn’t exist, those people who believe in it saying they are not as yet perfect and will have to still reincarnate to work off more karma, are in a way at least leaving the door open a bit, they’ve not completely closed it by convincing themselves they are perfect and without any childhood repression in them anymore.
That’s right. There is hope for such people still to wake up and start accepting their bad feelings and to use them to help find the truth of themselves rather than to keep on striving to have the ultimate mind control over themselves. But for those people who are the equivalent of the sixth world mind spirits, and for those spirits, no one can show or convince them they might be wrong because they have totally convinced themselves they are right. They don’t have any of that door still open, and so they are mostly left alone by other spirits who might want to help them because they don’t want or feel they need any help. They are gods, they are the ones who magnanimously help everyone else - they don’t need any help, they have ‘risen’ or transcended that lower stuff. They are the superior ones to which everyone else should look. And so these mind spirits are left until their own soul takes over deciding enough is enough and they fall. And once fallen, they then have to come to terms with the fact that everything was not actually as they believed it was, and then other spirits can help them.
And what then happens to these spirits?
They either start to climb the ladder of transcendence all over again, but taking a different route believing they must have missed something important the first time around, or they might chose to embrace a whole new way knowing their way was actually wrong, and so they might be open to longing for the Divine Love. Or they might just say in their fallen state for a long time not knowing what to do, trying to come to terms with their fall, for as you can imagine their ego takes a mighty pounding, and they feel very shattered and unable to hardly think, let alone begin to try and work out what it was all about and what happened. And as usually such ‘falls’ come on relatively fast, they don’t have the time to make any adjustments to it. One day they are king or queen of their castle in their sixth world sector, the next they are in a rehabilitation hospital on the first or second mansion world, unable to comprehend what happened to them.
So it’s literally like racing down a road you believe is the right way to go, and suddenly before you’ve even had time to take stock, you come around a corner straight into a brick wall, smash!
Yes, and all on the mental level. Your mind is ‘broken’. You can hardly think for yourself, often being reduced to how it was for you when you are a baby.
So there is a real need for such rehabilitation hospitals.
Yes, mind spirits on all levels can have mental breakdowns of varying degrees, and such facilities are provided for such spirits, as they are helped by other spirits to come back to their senses - or right mind, that being able to live a normal adult spirit life again.
So unless we all do look to our feelings for the truth, we’re all heading in one way or another for this sort of breakdown.
Yes, that’s the potential that awaits you all in your mind controlling states. However of course that doesn’t always happen to everyone. As you know people have breakdowns during their earth lives of varying degrees, some helping them to change course in their negative state, looking to new ways of further advancing them; some people actually being forced into having to embrace and accept and even uncover some truth of themselves through their feelings when their minds are moved aside for a while. And such things can happen to you in the mind spirit worlds too. But for most ‘normal’ people, it being not such much of a desperate need in them to better or perfect themselves using their minds which would only lead to such a complete spiritual and mental fall, it’s simply about continuing on living the best they can, doing what they want just so they can be happy in their mansion world life. And then for other people, just as on earth, for one reason or another they are searching for meaning or something ‘else’ in their lives, looking at different ways to be, and some people might read your work and consider all we are saying. And some people, and it’s the same for the mind spirits, embrace the Divine Love moving on to do their healing, and some will even now be able to do their feeling-healing without the direct input of the Divine Love.
So not everyone moves up through all the mind mansion world levels there to await their mental fall.
No, there are spirits, and even some from the high sixth world, who for some reason or another, wake up without the help of such a fall. So from all levels spirits are continuously being led to the Divine Love and so to do their soul-healing in the Divine Love mansion worlds. And once the new age begins, many will also be led into beginning and doing their feeling-healing from all levels, those who are not as yet ready to include the Divine Love in their lives.
Mary, thank you for going over all of that once again. It’s all making more sense to me each time we go over it.
It’s my pleasure James, and we’re happy you’re understanding it more. You’re more able to see it all for yourself now through your truth and with your feelings, and not just having to use your mind. You’re more personal in and with it all now James, it no longer being just a mental picture for you to understand. We’ll talk again soon. Bye now. Mary M.