After speaking with you yesterday about reincarnation again and all that stuff to do with probable and multiple realities, and then following on from something Marion said this morning about herself, I felt I wanted to speak with you about our obsession with the fact that we are god. Of course not all people believe that, but what I’ve come to understand through my childhood repression healing, and all that’s helped me about our negative state, the bottom line is, that in one way or another, we all do believe that we are gods.
You do. Which is why I always stress you are children of God.
And why we put you up on the pedestal as being God too, is all part of that isn’t, of our need to make ourselves more self-important all because we were made to feel by our parents so unimportant.
Mary: And do you also see James, that if you do accept yourself and even Jesus and I as only being children of God, then you are really saying to yourselves that you will always remain the child, which then unconsciously in most and consciously in some, instantly brings up all that fear, panic and dread that you felt during your forming years, so in no way do you want to keep being the child, so you have to do something to be not a child, so be god, as God is the highest, and so you believe, the furthest away from your childhood and being a child you can get.
Yes, I see what you’re saying Mary. Because the more I’ve worked on bringing to light my childhood pain through my healing, I’ve gradually felt better and better about being a child of God, and have let go all those beliefs I didn’t even realise I had about being god.
When you are a little child your parents are your gods, and you want to believe they can do no wrong. And so naturally you grow up yourself wanting to be God - that being a parent of children.
And then we project all our shit and confusion about our relationship with our parents onto our relationship with the Mother and Father, and onto our children.
Jesus: And then when you bring in and include the elements of the Rebellion: with the higher spirits that caused it feeling they were more than just a child of God, they seeing themselves as being able to decide for themselves how to live, not needing to be shown or guided by an unseen Mother and Father who might only be a fantasy of yet higher spirits, and so might not exist at all. So the Lucifer’s decided to go it alone, to turn their backs on God, on Mary and I as we were in support of God, and live how they wanted to live; that being, being their own bosses, being Gods of their own creation, of their own little part of the universe. And so they went around telling everyone that it wasn’t right that they should live under the control of these God Personalities that you can’t even see, and that everyone should have complete freedom to do as they please, and in truth, not care about anyone else. So you all end up being gods in competition with each other. No longer all brothers and sisters of loving Parents united together in striving for the truth of yourselves.
Which is how we live.
Yes, you being the products of their rebellion.
Mary: And so you being children are made to feel by your parents that you are living under their tyranny, that which you’ll increasingly see about yourself when you become more aware of the hidden feelings about your early lives you are refusing to see and fully acknowledge. However you only have to look at how you organise your society and world, in that you allow other people to have control over you, you give your power away to these controlling entities you call the government or the hidden elite cartels and families; who in their turn say they are looking after you, doing all they do in your best interests which is exactly the same as what your parents said to you, but not giving you the actual said freedom the Lucifer’s said they would give everyone, but underhandedly controlling you all. So naturally as you’ve been so heavily controlled by your parents, you live agreeing to and even needing such heavy control by authorities, instead of striving for the truth which would allow you to be entirely self-governing, which is in fact, how God allows you to be. So instead of complaining about being under the control of those secret powers, by the the government, the hidden elite, or even some undisclosed alien race, you would do a far nicer and kinder thing for yourself to look into your feelings to uncover the hidden power your parents had over you, and all those bad feelings you’ve buried as to how being so heavily dominated actually did make you feel.
Many people fear being controlled by unseen conspiracies, which is only really a projection of their hidden fear of being controlled by their parents. Your parents control over you is the greatest conspiracy you’ve been subjected to, and are still subjected to even now whilst an adult. And it’s the one you fear the most and do all you can to refuse to see the truth of. It’s far easier to blame someone else outside of you whom you believe is secretly plotting and scheming against you, than it is to stand up and face the truth of what’s staring you in the face - the truth of your relationships with your own parents.
So we can fight the outside controlling forces all day long, but it’s not until we change our inner controlling forces that we will actually get anywhere.
That’s right. So if people do actually want to grow in truth and stop being part of the negative system, then they will need to stop denying any feeling and instead start to willing embrace all they feel. Which means, they will have to simply allow their feelings to be, and if they feel bad, then they feel bad, and speak about and express such bad feelings, all whist longing for the truth of them; all whilst wanting to look deeper into themselves to try and see what those bad feelings are wanting them to see. And this is truly ‘going in’, all the other sorts of ‘going in’ people talk about is only still playing around in their mind and avoiding really going in.
Jesus: The actual Rebellion and Default are over, the spirits who controlled it are no longer influencing humanity. So now what remains is for you to wake up to the control they subjected you to, which you will see through your feelings as Mary was saying; because as you come to understand the control your parents had over you, then you’ll see it’s the same control these spirits sort to have over everyone. And even if somehow the existing controlling powers were suddenly stripped of their power, nothing would change on the inner levels. Certain readjustments would occur on the outside, as new power people got themselves into the controlling positions, and on it would all go again in another new cycle, just has it has throughout humanity’s existence since coming under the influence of the Rebellious Ones. Civilisations have been built up only to fail, and the same is soon to happen to this current one, only the difference being this time around there is a way out for those people who truly seek it now being offered to you. And that way out being through your own feelings. You don’t have to leave the planet or start building a paradise of your own making, you can do that if you want to keep denying yourself when you get to spirit, you don’t have to do anything. You can live completely surrounded by and subjected to the evil, whilst you set about working on yourself to heal your truth-denying state. And in fact you still need to be influenced by it for it to make you feel bad so you can use those bad feelings to uncover the truth of your own evilness and part in it all.
Mary: In your negative states, you all believe you are gods. That’s what evil is all about. You believe you are superior and know better than God, which most people do when they grow up becoming adults looking back at their lowly parents, now believing they are the superior ones knowing better than the gods they were subjected to. So now they are the top dogs, and they will make their children believe they are gods, and the children have to fight to grow up to gain their own power that their parents have denied them, all so they can then have their turn at being god.
So all the mind spirit stuff about striving to be at-one with the Mind that is God, is just trying to be at-one with your parents.
Yes, instead of fighting them, why not join them, and then, secretly in your own fantasies, you can even believe that you are just that little bit better than them. But all so long as you don’t tell them, because you know what would happen to you if you did that, and you wouldn’t want to bring their wrath - the Wrath of God, down upon you, now, would you.
So all the fearing God stuff in the Bible and other religions is really just more projection of our fear of our parents.
Yes. And those parents use God to give them more power over their children, so their children can be scared of God, but not their parents, but it’s all slight-of-hand, when it’s their very own parents that are scaring them, not God. God actually having nothing to do with it. So these parents who use God like this to add to their power, are being as evil as one can be.
Yes, I see what you mean. God, having to wake up to that truth about yourself, shit that would be hard going.
Waking up to any truth about yourself from within your negative anti truth state is hard going James, as you have experienced. And it’s all the same, no matter what you are doing, it all amounts to the same thing. You are using God by pretending you are God or know how God is, all to gain more power over someone - your children. And to have such power over your children is the most evil you can be, that being a truth humanity and every parent will have to one day wake up to and feel all their bad feelings about.
So what you’re saying is that parents are the most evil people on the planet. Oh boy Mary, people will be flocking to read this blog, all those parents will be overjoyed to read that about themselves.
As you know James, we’re not interested in numbers of people coming to read what you write, we’re interested in making certain truths known. And it’s not just parents, it’s all of you, parents or not, that are negative, and so will have to deal with the pain you are causing yourselves and others by being in that condition. Humanity - every person - has to in time wake up and FEEL what it feels like - what it TRULY FEELS LIKE - being evil. This being what your whole life on this world is all about. You have been incarnated here to directly experience evil, albeit by default. And so should you be intent on seeking the truth of yourself, life and God, then you are going to have first seek the truth of your evilness. And because most people don’t want to go anywhere near their bad feelings, so such truth has remained hidden.
Marion was saying that she was made to believe everything that was wrong or bad was her fault and she was punished accordingly. So her parents forced her by their parenting to make her feel that in some way she is responsible for everything and everyone, and so by default, that she is god, in control of it all. And yet she’s always in a nervous panic about everything going wrong, as she’ll be punished, because she’s a useless god, a complete failure god, being unable to control anything. I was made to believe I was on the other end of the scale, that I was from the superior god-stock, and yet I too was a failure at that.
Yes, all of which has helped you both let go of such mind control, submit willingly (although not so willing for your James) to your feelings, allowing them to guide you. And so you’ve come to see the folly of your ways, how being false gods only makes you feel bad. And when you stop trying to be something you are not, you start to feel better about yourself, all because you are being more real and true.
So Mary, as we’re all trying to be gods, that really is the crux of the matter.
Yes, all trying to take over from the Mother and Father because you believe you know better.
So if the world were to have its way and those people seeking ultimate power where allowed to have it, then we’d end up seeing a man presumably being appointed ( and probably self-appointed) the head of the world, he who would be god.
Jesus: Which leads you to what you have in the person called the Antichrist. And yet he is still only small fry compared to those controlling humanity behind the scenes from the mind mansion worlds. You see James, ideally from the perspective of evil, you would have a man and woman, a united pair who would be able to stand up and be the God and Goddess of humanity, they in effect, taking over the roles of the Daligastias on Earth. (And in the mind mansion worlds you’d have their equivalent, that pair taking over the role of the Caligastias.) And for them to rule not hidden away and from secret quarters, but fully out in the open, supposedly loved and adored and worshipped by everyone. But of course where such a full manifestation of evil to be allowed to evolve on Earth, the people would be controlled to such an extent that they had to worship such a pair or else.
That’s what a lot of American’s seem currently scared about, that the president will take over putting himself up there as something like the Emperor.
Yes, but it won’t happen, because other events will overtake any selfish desires and hidden agenda, in which he will actually have to become more a president for the people simply to save his own life.
You see James, humanity is not to go down the route of seeing the so-called New World Order come into being, in that their will be a self-appointed Lord and Lady of all. For that to happen would still require more time, and time is not what the planet has. There is too much at stake now, humanity is too destructive, and as with previous civilisations, will bring about its own destruction before such a god-pair would ever occupy the Top Seat - the Throne of Earth.
The actual risk humanity faces is not from this time now but in the next age, because after all the earth changes and everything else that is to take place happens, then with less people to manage and control, potentially such a powerful pair could quickly achieve such ascendency over the world; but for that not to happen to humanity in its vulnerable state, so the truths required to prevent this are being given to you now.
So what you’re saying Jesus is that these End Times will take care of all our so-called progress, but it’s when that’s all over and humanity starts to rebuild, that is the actual crucial stage in it all. That being, as to whether we just carry on as before, or strive to really make things new by doing our healing and getting ourselves out of our negative state. Which I can’t see everyone doing, but presumably enough people will in some way be affected by it all, and a few will strive for the truth and grow spiritually, enough to thwart such controlling people having their way over everyone else.
Yes. There’s simply going to be too much spiritual input from the Celestial spirits to allow humanity to start out on yet another negative civilisation building cycle as it has previously done. However still that ‘window of potentiality’ for such a pair to rise up, does exist, even though they won’t.
So it’s going to be the unseen influence of the Celestials that are going to really help humanity in healing its evilness?
Yes, because everyone who begins to look to uncover the truth of themselves through their feelings, and so start their healing, will be attended to by them, wether they are aware of them or not. And this presence of so many Celestials in the earth planes will seriously upset and undermine the mind spirits control. You see James with the earth changes and all that’s to occur, the mind mansion worlds will be full to capacity, and so there will be a lot more spirits, more than there already are seeking to have some level of control over people back on Earth, so many more spirits trying to have their influence over far fewer people on Earth. But with the Celestials present and being far more powerful than the mind spirits, effectively their presence will obstruct and so limit the influence of these interfering mind spirits.
So at the moment, would it right in saying that the mind spirits are having it all their way, and at optimum capacity?
Yes, and with more people daily opening up to them in one way or other seeking ‘higher inspiration’ so they are able to exert their influences to an ever greater degree. All the control of humanity is coming from spirits of the mind mansion worlds, you have far more to fear from them, than the controlling elite. For the elite are themselves being controlled by the mind spirits.
So there is going to be a lot of competition within the mind spirits ranks, with them wanting to have their continued say on Earth through people who are receptive to them, which is really almost anyone who is living in their negative state, only usually they don’t bother most people because they don’t have any influence in the world. But with the light of the Celestials coming to bear in the two earth planes, being brought about by the increasing numbers of people seeking to do their healing, then the mind spirits will literally feel it’s too bright for them, the spiritual light being too intense and so will shy away. And this will greatly alter the balance of power you might say, in the mansion worlds, and so too on Earth.
So much more is really going on behind the scenes that we know.
It always has been James. The physical Earth has only ever been the outworking of what’s really transpiring in the mansion worlds. The Evil Ones controlled the mind spirits who then sort to control the people on Earth. Very rarely did the Evil Ones actually have to come into the Earth planes and affect direct control over a person on Earth.
So the mind spirits have always done all their dirty work.
Yes, although mostly unwittingly, and mostly by themselves in their misguided beliefs that they are doing a good and beneficial thing for humanity on Earth, that they are helping humanity progress. But as you know, all such progress is really only furthering their negative state.
So Jesus, what about the Celestials influence now as they are surely working with some people who’ve read the Padgett Messages and are longing for the Divine Love.
Yes, but only very minimally. It still requires such people to begin their healing for the Celestials to help them more. One can, as we’ve spoken about, partake of the Divine Love and still refuse to do anything about healing oneself of ones negative state. And so whilst one remains subjected to the limitations of ones own controlling mind, so the Celestials are forbidden to interfere. However should one decide to seriously uncover the truth within themselves through their healing, then it’s a whole different relationship they can have with you.
Mary: The Celestial spirits you must remember have all been through it. They have been as you are, all caught up in their evilness, and they have chosen to heal themselves of it. They are on your side, should you wish to do the same, and will have much to offer you in the way of support, even if you are not aware of their presence. Each person who is striving to do their healing will have the support of a whole soul-pair Celestial group, that being twenty-four spirits - twelve soul-pairs, all of whom have lived a very wide variety of lives when on Earth and in the mansion worlds, and all of whom have worked very hard on themselves to heal their negative state. They are all very knowledgeable, and potentially will be able to do for all people who strive to do their healing, what Jesus and I have been able to do for you James and Marion. And Jesus and I have given our authorisation for them to preform such attentive roles with those people on behalf of us, as it were. So you can look to them with all confidence in that they are fully cognisant with your whole life right from your very conception, and are more than willing to help you come to terms with it as you uncover the truth and pain of your childhood repression.
And I’ve been wondering lately Jesus, does part of that authorisation Mary just mentioned include the Celestials pretending to be you speaking to someone who might have partaken of the Divine Love.
Yes, however there are at present on a couple of situations like that. But in potential they are authorised to actualise Mary’s and my Spirits of Truth, so it would seen like the person is speaking to us, but in fact it’s not us in person as we are with you now James, but with a Celestial spirit.
And those ‘Divine Love’ people speaking with ‘Jesus’ are not to be confused with the mind spirits pretending to be you.
No, and how one can tell is the truths that are spoken about, and if someone who is saying they are speaking with me is not including all that I said in the Padgett Messages then you’d begin to suspect they are just being taken for a ride by a more than happy spirit in the mind mansion worlds. The Celestial spirits, be it directly as they speak to you or indirectly by helping ‘illuminate the voice’ (all in league with ones Indwelling Spirit) of my or Mary’s Spirit of Truth, so making it seem like we are speaking to the person on Earth, will use and adhere to the truths Mary and I have said and are continuing to reveal, such as with you James, because that’s what comprises our Spirits of Truth.
So it will be relatively easy for people who are setting out to do their healing to talk with the Celestials?
Yes, all provided such people have a natural inclination for it, just as you do. Marion doesn’t feel she needs to seek other unseen help, being able to do it all herself, and so such spirits as Jesus and myself are at times with her, but more just to give her unseen moral support, and to perhaps inspire a thought or picture occasionally in keeping with her relationship with her indwelling spirit, all to help her see a little more about herself.
Mary and Jesus, thank you both once again for all you’ve said.
You’re welcome James, we’ll speak to you again soon. Bye now - Mary M.