Mary: So as to maximise life experience. As you know from any relationship, life has far more to offer when it involves another person, and you can only achieve so much if you are alone. And so to have another who is like you in many ways but also unlike you in many ways, and one in whom you feel completely welcomed, loved and able to share all of yourself; and then to express freely all your thoughts, feelings, ideas, fantasies - every emotion you feel, knowing you are completely accepted by the other person who unconsciously also represents the world to you, ensures maximum life experience to be gained in every situation, all so you can uncover the truth your soul requires from that experience.
You must understand James, that so far as your soul, the truest part of your is concerned, life is only about truth, and that being: growing or evolving in truth. We are all to keep growing becoming ever more self-aware, which means, aware of our soul and how it expresses our personality in Creation. This being called becoming self-conscious or self-aware in its truest meaning. And this process, the ongoing and eternal discovery of self, is what keeps us all going, drives us, and keeps us interested in and enjoying life. You only feel bad when this process is interfered with in any way, when you’re stopped from growing in truth. So if you feel bad in any way, then you are denying yourself your full personality expression at that moment, so denying yourself the ability of growing further in truth from your experiences. And if you keep denying yourself, you get sicker and sicker, having to rely more heavily on your mind to take over, trying to override your bad feelings pretending you are not as sick as you feel. And this you can do to quite a high degree. But one day, all you are doing with your mind to keep yourself afloat, so to speak, will become increasingly more difficult, and eventually fail, so you have to face the truth things are not well with you, having to face and accept the truth that you are feeling bad. All of which is to help you see that you are feeling bad because you’re denying aspects of yourself, because you are denying many of your bad feelings. Which means, you are denying expressing yourself, your personality, as fully and vigorously as you should be. Which means you are denying yourself your growth of truth.
Evil denies truth, evil is anti truth, so when Jesus and I say you are all evil, what we mean is you are all preventing yourselves from growing in truth, from being the real and true you. And as part of this truth denial and so ongoing denial of self through the ongoing denial and refusal to accept ALL your feelings, you will deny yourself your true soul partner, all so you keep denying yourself the maximum truth you can receive.
What exactly is this truth you talk about?
However the great confusion many people experience is that they believe they are growing in truth when all they are in fact doing is expanding their mind, growing in beliefs and mental understanding. But that is not growing in truth, it is not advancing your soul. And many people and mind spirits fall into the trap that because they feel they know more than others, they are more advanced in truth, but in this they would me mistaken. Your minds are heavily weighted to keep you in your truth-denying states, and until you set yourself free of their control, that being achieved by looking more to your feelings to lead you in life, so you will continue to prevent yourself growing in truth.
Oaky, so if I say, that is a tree, that is the truth-
Then you are using your mind to tell yourself that you know something to be true, but it’s only a belief. You know that thing to be a tree because you’ve learnt with your mind that’s what it’s called. The truth is that it’s a thing that has that sort of rough exterior with all those things hanging from then ends of those narrowing rough things as it reaches up into that space above you. The truth of the tree is what you have experienced with that tree, and really what you feel that tree to be, with your agreeing with other people to call that similar experience you’ve all had, a tree. So your mind comes into to help you articulate and understand those feelings, all to help you express yourself more easily to each other. So you can say, that tree... and you all know what you are talking about. But still that thing you all agree to call a tree affects you in various ways, it makes you feel various feelings, and as you express all these feelings every time you interact with the tree, then slowly over time you’re having a deeper relationship with that tree. And it’s within that relationship you find the truth: the truth of your relationship with the tree and with yourself, with all interaction designed to help you understand more about yourself all being done through your feelings.
And so your ongoing interaction with your soul-partner enables you to keep building on that relationship, to keep growing in truth together, to keep uncovering more about yourself and the other person. And between the two of you, you’ll get the most out of life. As soon as another person comes along, that lessons the intimacy of your feeling expression with your chosen one, just as it does if you are alone.
And so really that’s the same for God, why God is two personalities of the one soul, so the Mother and Father can share that intimacy, getting to know each other as They get to know themselves.
Yes James, and all through us, Their children. Because once you bring children into the equation, and providing your soulmate relationship is perfect, then there is further scope to increase the life experience of all involved - so to also increase your growth of truth.
And if your relationship is not with your soulmate and so is imperfect?
Then you all suffer more, as you are greatly adding to your truth and self denial.
Mary, to change the subject, archaeologists are currently digging up more of Magdala, was that where you came from?
Yes. My family lived in the more wealthy district, or area, as our town by your standards of today was very small; my father being as I’ve told you, a wealthy merchant.
So they could possibly dig up your house?
I don’t know James, I’ve not had anything much to do with Magdala since I left it. I visited it a couple of times with Jesus, but once he died I went and lived in Egypt, I had to get away from everything that was happening after his death.
And as they article I was reading said, that mostly when people think of you, they think prostitute and someone who Jesus cast demons out of. How did that all come about, because you being perfect, you obviously wouldn’t have been a prostitute nor have had demons within you.
My father supported me all through my life. It was with his money that I did all I did. And when I was sixteen I felt that I wanted to help other women in our area who weren’t so well off as I. I used a disused granary, sort of an old warehouse, as a women’s refuge, to which prostitutes and women with other problems came and we all looked after each other. It wasn’t the sort of thing one did in those days, however as my father was very much involved in the governing hierarchy of Magdala, and also being a very highly respected man, no one did anything to stop me and the refuge, however a lot of people didn’t like it, so stories were spread, and you know how it goes. So I was labeled a prostitute, and it was said that I must have been deranged in my mind to even want to care for such unfortunates, so I was possessed of demons, but thankfully, once Jesus came along, as I joined his band and left the refuge which soon ceased to be, all the women I was caring for also joining the throng following Jesus, it appeared that I had come to my senses and so Jesus must have cast the demons out me as I was no longer so deranged.
And as happens, rumours and untruth are spread by people who don’t actually want to know the real truth or the real person, and so such rumours and beliefs were incorporated into the Bible or persist today.
And until people want to seek the truth for themselves, and whilst they persist in believing a whole lot of misguided and incorrect beliefs, they will remain bound up in such things.
How does it make you feel being called a whore?
It doesn’t make me feel anything James. It never worried me being called names, I could see why those people said such things, they being afraid because I was threatening the status quo, and they feeling that somehow bad things would happen to them if I kept going. And as far as I’m concerned, if people want to live believing such things, they are entitled to, it’s not for myself or Jesus to make them stop. And if they want to find out the truth for themselves, there are ways to do that, even if they have to wait until the die and live in spirit. And if they want to live the Whole Truth of themselves, they can seek to heal themselves of all their untruth, do what you call your Feeling-Healing, which we will talk more about later, and rid themselves once and for all of such errors.
How does one have demons within oneself anyway?
There are as you know, no such things are demons to begin with. So there are two such influences that one can suffer from. One, the fragmentation of your own mind, giving rise to what you call multiple or split personalities, which can support, or seek, so it would seem, to destroy you, as in having demons within you; and the other is to have mind spirits always attending you and always trying to get you to do things, so always in your mind by impressing their thoughts upon you. And people with mental problems might be more susceptible to such annoying, abusive and infringing spirits.
I have mental problems Mary, saying I speak with you and Jesus.
That’s right James, but you don’t find us annoying - not as yet at least.
Mary, you didn’t happen by any chance to leave a little insignia, like ‘Mary M was here’ inscribed in the wall of your bedroom, so the archaeologists would really get a big thrill.
No James, I’m afraid not. You will remember, Jesus and I were not to leave anything written on Earth.
Why weren’t you?
Because it would have interfered too much with humanity, more than we were already interfering with it by our coming in the first place.
Mary what about your home, could you describe it and what it was like growing up.
No James I can’t. This is one of the boundaries I will not cross with you.
Why?
Because as we’ve discussed before, there is another person to come who will have such information revealed to them by Jesus and myself.
Yes, you’ve said you and Jesus will speak in future to a couple of people about your personal lives.
Yes, each one covering different aspects of us, so humanity will end up with a better understanding of us and how it was for us. That is part of humanity’s heritage, and so in time all will be known. But for now, and so far as you are concerned, we’re only going to help you understand and reveal more truth and more information to help you come to the truth yourself. There needs to be a bigger picture of truth in which people can relate to us, themselves, and the Mother and Father. So we’ll not be going into such personal details any more than we already have with you. And we will keep bringing all we discuss back to the truths we want you and other people to know.
However having said that, that doesn’t mean you should stop asking us such questions if you feel to ask them, because they will always lead onto more truths, even if we aren’t so forthcoming about what you are asking.
I understand Mary, and I enjoy that. You’ve done that all the way along, and it’s why I like asking you such questions and even the same ones over and over. It always leads onto something else.
It’s all part of ‘our way’ James, all designed to help stimulate more feelings within you, and all so you can grow more in truth.
Yes, and thank you for helping me so much.
It’s been and continues to be our pleasure. We get just as much out of it as do you.
Mary, are you and Jesus speaking with other people like you speak with me?
There are a couple of people mostly Jesus still speaks with, however we’ve cut back a lot compared to how many we used to. And when our age officially ends then we’ll stop speaking with these people as well. And we’ll only then ‘return’ to Earth, that being done by this form of writing James, through those few people we were just speaking about, in the future. And that future will be well beyond anyone living at this time. Certain events are to occur relatively soon that will give rise to more insight into Jesus and myself and our lives on Earth, and these will need to be first well digested by humanity before we’ll come back and speak telepathically with these other people about our private and personal lives.
Can you tell me more about these ‘certain events’?
I can, but not now, further on in our blog.
And when is you age officially going to end?
I can’t as yet disclose those details to you, however you will know.
Thank you Mary.
Speak to you soon James, bye for now.