New Revelation from Mary and Jesus
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Below are some of my conversations with Mary and Jesus.
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moncriefjames [@] yahoo [.] com [.] au Or, visit my CR and DLS forum For me there are three main parts to what Mary and Jesus speak about, with the main and most important part of the three being the healing of our negative state. Then the End Times and the coming of the Avonal pair. Mary and Jesus, I feel we’ve come to the end. Mary: Yes James, for the time being at least and in this way. Jesus and I will continue writing with you in private. Is there anything else you’d like to say Mary, or you Jesus? No James, we’ve said it all, not that we’d want to repeat ourselves - again. Don’t you want to get accused of doing that Mary! We’re more than happy to let you cop it all. Oh, thank you both, that’s mighty kind of you. It’s up to you now James, we’re leaving it all in your hands as to what you want to do with all we’ve said to you, we’re not going to leave you with any instructions. And you’ll know through your feelings anyway. You mean as to whether or not I leave the blog up in public. Hello James, and what a bright and cheery morning it is for you. For you maybe Jesus, I feel totally battered and fucked - as usual. Nothing to worry about my dear boy, all part of your healing process, of which I have come today to enlighten you further about. I like your posh English accent, it’s very becoming. I can just imagine you speaking to the masses from such a regal disposition. Are you trying to cheer me up Jesus? Isn’t that what you do on your world, try to override all your bad feelings replacing them with good ones? So it seems. I’m still trying to stop doing it to myself. However I doubt your sense of humour will be conveyed to the reader. Not to worry James, it’s only for you. Yeah well thankfully I haven’t bought into your cheeriness this morning, and I’m not going to either! And so you shouldn’t. But why are you coming to me like this, this morning, it’s obviously to help me bring out more yuk within myself, is there something you want me to see about it? All right Mary, I’ve been feeling you pressing to write about this for some days now, so please go ahead. Yes James, I have wanted you to write what I want to say, as it completes the revelation Jesus and I want to give to you. Okay, so of course there is to be a higher Son and Daughter coming to our world so as to orchestrate the crossing of the spiritual ages, this being prophesied by just about every religion from what I can understand for the End Times; but as usual, with no one really understanding about it. That’s right. As you understand from reading The Urantia Book, there are higher spirits that come to the material worlds to ensure the changing of the age goes as it should go. And this time in humanity’s evolution is no different. I’m sorry Mary if I feel rather groggy, but I feel very strange today, very tired, my lower back is bad, and I feel more fucked than usual lately. It’s all right James, as long as you want to write, then we will, your state doesn’t affect our writing together. But if you find it too difficult and would rather do it another day, just say so. I will Mary, thank you, but as for now, I feel like struggling on. Image courtesy of / FreeDigitalPhotos.net Mary, Marion asked me to see if I could find pictures of people she used to know on the Internet, she wanted to see how they’d aged and what feelings they brought up in her. I found one of mum. And not having seen her for about seventeen years now, and seeing how she’s aged, what I was struck by was the sadness I saw in her, how she looked made me feel very sad. And in speaking about all my feelings over the next couple of days resulting from seeing her picture, it’s helped me get more in touch with my rejected and unloved state and how sad I feel about it. How I feel, I feel mum felt the same way about herself with her parents, but she couldn’t allow or didn’t want to allow me when I was young to come and be with her in her pain, she pushed me away, possibly in the belief that she was being nice and loving to me, even protecting me, by saying when she was crying: ‘it’s all right, there’s nothing you can do about it and it’s not about you, you go and play, I’ll be all right’, which of course now I can see she was saying to herself, to her own bad feelings, not fully allowing herself to feel them. But the effect it had on me was it made me feel even more rejected, she didn’t want me, my love, when she was in her bad state, so I withdrew fearful of her bad states for not wanting to feel more rejected, and trying to do everything so as to never upset her. I thought it was my doing that made her feel so bad, because what else can a young child think, my being not aware of the greater world and other people and all mum might have been feeling - feeling so alone with me and not feeling like anyone was there to love her, all how she felt when she was young. And it’s all helped me to see just how sad it all is, how sad I am, how sad she is, how sad dad, Gran and Reg, Ita and Collis my other grandparents, how no one felt truly loved, everyone felt rejected and lonely, with all their relationships being a contrived and desperate attempt to fill in the gaps - the holes of feeling so unloved. And that’s how I see everyone now, even those people who did receive some love, who weren’t pushed away, who did feel effective in their lives and are so as adults; but still as you’ve said to me all along, right from the very beginning, it’s all only partial, and it’s not full and true and real love. And everywhere I go and with everyone I speak with, I can see the sadness in them, feel the tragedy we’re all living in, and feel how we all feel to some degree unloved and are without any hope of every having that love without doing our healing. And as Marion said, there are really two parts to it once you strip away the false outer show and face of being happy and feeling good; that being, all the unexpressed bad feelings and emotions contained within what we call our childhood repression - all those terrible feelings from our early beginning we are keeping repressed within us and refusing to acknowledge; and not feeling loved as much as we needed to feel - not feeling loved at all. With of course our not feeling loved giving rise to all our horrible bad feelings we don’t want to face. And daily now it is all helping me to see, that all about this, all you and Jesus have said, is very real, and in fact so much so, and so terribly so, that it will take me personally many years to come to terms with, and I imagine all of us - collectively, aeons. Image courtesy of SweetCrisis/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net Jesus, I’d like to run through a list of things that I have no idea about - strange things that people say have and are happening on the world. Although some of the things are probably made up. Yes James, I’m here. First there’s a website that says the channels that post on it are receiving messages from the Midwayers and yourself, but to me such messages sound like more of the same mind spirit stuff. And as I’ve not been able to make any contact with the Midwayers myself, I was wondering if these people were talking with them. No James they aren’t, it is as you suspect. Nor are they speaking with me, nor did they as some of their posts are a few years old now. No one can communicate with the Midwayers when of a negative and so evil state of mind and will, which is why you’ve not been able to communicate directly with them. They are forbidden to communicate with you in your untrue states because your state would have too much of a negative influence on them. They are unlike the angels and nature spirits as in being able to maintain their own self-integrity whilst interacting with you, being mid-way between the ascending mortal soul and an angel, so they would be too easily influenced by you. And so since Mary’s and my coming they have been forbidden to have any direct contact and communication with anyone on Earth or in the mind mansion worlds. The Celestial spirits work with them, and when you’ve finished your healing then you’ll be able to meet them if you want to, but not until such time. And so whilst humanity remains in its evilness, they will do their work unseen and unknown by you. And that work is? Image courtesy of anakkml/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net Mary, I don’t know if I’ll keep this as a blog post or put in our diary, and I don’t even really know what I want to ask you, however I feel like trying and seeing what happens. It concerns a sort of dream I had as I don’t even know if I was awake or not in it, bits of both I think, and not unusual for a lot of my sleep; but somewhere in it I felt really angry about my relationship with J..., how so much of it was so incredible, just a romantic Prince and Princess life, and yet how so much of it was so bad, our never really just being able to be together, and yet all of this was to do with all my past dreams I’ve had with her, nothing actually to do with the reality I shared with her, which as you know didn’t amount to anything at all. But I’ve had all this amazing dream stuff with her - with all my past girlfriends, all of which has helped me to wake up to my fuckedness and has led to my seeing so much truth about myself; but this morning, and what I’m wanting to ask you about, is, what is it all about, as I’m beginning to feel my life on Earth is more about my life I’ve had in my dreams than my actual waking reality. I’m now even beginning to feel like I could cross over into my dream state, and were someone to ask me about my life on Earth, I’d say, oh yes it was so wonderful... going on to recount dreams instead of the actual mundane boring reality of what it has been. The tedious hard grind of never feeling really good. And I’m beginning to feel like, I have sat for ten years at least in front of my fish tank looking at the lovely pair of Nannacara anomala I used to breed, and how much I’ve loved every second of it, and that’s all I ever want to keep doing, continue sitting there looking at them for hundreds of years to come, when the reality was I only had those two little fish for about a year or two and at best might have spent an hour or so after school on some nights and on the weekend watching them breed and rear their babies, not ten years. So I feel like I’m completely losing the plot, sort of fading off, and even wanting to fade off, into my dream reality with it becoming my real life and my real waking life becoming the horrible bad dream I once had. I feel like there’s not much of line between the two, and it wouldn’t take much for me to just go off in a permanent ga-ga state where I’m lost to my mind, floating away with J... and I... and my fish to a paradise of my own dreaming. And then on top of all of this as I was trying to express my feelings to Marion this morning, I started to feel my calf muscles stiffen up, as if I wanted to bring my legs up into a contorted and twisted state, and then my whole body being bent and twisted; and the more I expressed these feelings, the more I felt like I hated being in mum’s womb, and that it was hell, and I feel like I was put through the wringer every moment I was in it, and that by the time they cut me out of her, I was well and truly fucked, that I should have just been stiff as a board, catatonic, so stressed, so full of her fear, so panic-struck; and really I can’t understand how I didn’t die, how I did go on. And then worse still, suddenly the picture flashed into my mind of my dying inside her before I was born or when I was being born and her dying too, and oh my god the horror of it all, her being with me in spirit, being my mother and my never being able to get away from her. When all I’ve wanted is for her to die, and as she hasn’t, now for me to die, so I can be as far away from her as possible, this my oh so loving mother that I used to believe loved me and I loved her so much. And then I felt like she was shaking me, and that she shook me within and inch of my life many times. And I don’t if she actually did, I can’t remember, but all fits in with how I feel about myself, even if it’s all just emotional shaking. But lately these experiences are expanding my awareness exponentially to seeing how fucked I am, and how I just had no idea as to the extent of all that’s happened to me, and that indeed happens to us all. How deep it all is, and how many depths to it there is, and it’s just huge all the horror that’s done to us. And we have no idea at all. Image courtesy of anankkml/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net Jesus or Mary, I mentioned earlier that I hadn’t wanted to sit in prayer and meditation longing for the Divine Love and speaking with you spirits, because, which I now see with hindsight having started to sit in prayer each morning again with Marion, I would have used what was said to me by you spirits to stop myself feeling bad. Now I long to the Mother and Father to help me see aspects of myself that I am increasingly aware of that are wrong within me, and I long to Them to help me see the truth through my feelings, wanting to feel bad, and not as I used to be, just to get some mental understanding about them so I could say, oh yes, I understand now, and then dismiss it all. Mary: Doing so James, as you’re coming to see, because that’s how your parents treated you. You came to them with your bad feeling, they asked you if you needed to go to the doctor or just told you the reason why you felt bad and that you were then all right. Yet clearly you weren’t all right, but you not wanting to bother them being fearful of their angry reaction like you usually got, took what they said and dismissed your feelings, suppressing and then repressing them. So that’s what you did before you started your healing as you looked for the spirits help. You’d ask us about a problem you knew you had, wanting to know why you had it, how it related to your early life, we’d tell you, in keeping with what you wanted, and you were happy with that, which then allowed you to do what you were made to do by your parents treatment of you, dismiss the bad feeling, pushing it aside and burying it there to join all the others. |
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If you are seriously looking for the truth - of yourself, life and God, then you'll have to do your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing to find it. And if you don't do your healing, then you'll only be leading yourself further astray. Mary and Jesus will explain... And, if you don't want to look into and uncover the WHOLE TRUTH of your Childhood Repression, then all you call growing in truth is a fantasy, falsity and delusion. It all being nothing more than mind entertainment. James. aboutWith so much being said about Mary Magdalene and Jesus, do you ever wonder what they might think about it all, and what they might say if we could ask them? Divine Love Spirituality
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They are a celebration of natural love as expressed by nature, all being such wonderful pictures. And nature, as well as our own true natures, we don't love and appreciate as fully as we should, all because of our feeling- and self-denial. Nature is true and perfect, as was Mary and Jesus; as will we be when we heal our negative state of mind and will. All by uncovering the truth of ourselves through our feelings. Beautiful frog
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My intention in life is to live the highest truth possible. I want to live true - to myself and to God. I, like many people, and no doubt yourself, have been on something of a spiritual quest seeking answers to the many questions I’ve always wondered about. And what I want to do with this blog is ask Mary Magdalene and Jesus these questions, asking them about how we, humanity, lives. In short: is all we do, right or wrong. And if wrong, why. And then, how does one live the right way, that being the way God desires us to live. And I want to ask them about many of the daily problems we face, trying not to get too bogged down in the technical side of the laws or truths of the universe we should live by. However some of this will be unavoidable as one needs a bigger picture with which to relate to the smaller more personal one. And I hope to bring into question as to whether or not much of what we consider religious and spiritual is actually any good for our soul. Mary and Jesus have helped me beyond measure over the years, and feel I am able to now invite them to speak publicly. And if it is okay with them, I intend for us to begin at the beginning going over much of what they’ve already told me, all so it might appeal to and help those people who are sincerely looking for answers and are open to consider new ways of looking at things and themselves. I thank them with all my heart and feel very privileged that they speak with me. The truth of
Divine Love Spirituality: Nature is beautiful, good and true; we’re not, we’re ugly, bad and untrue. And yet we should be like nature is - perfect. If you’re untrue it means you're true to someone else, not yourself. So you’re being false. We were all made to grow up being true to our parents and not true to ourselves. We all had to, and to a greater or lesser extent, do what our parents said, it was their will, not our will. Making yourself do things you think you should do is the problem. Doing them, and forcing yourself to do them, makes you feel bad. Doing them and believing they are making you feel good, is very sad. So to stop doing them is the way to feeling better and then good about yourself, however it’s easier said than done. And yet it’s all very simple really. We decide that we no longer want to be untrue. So we look to stop doing all we don’t want to do. And all along the way, the key to it, is to keep expressing every part we feel about it, all whilst longing for and wanting to uncover the truth of why we want to do such things, why we think we should do them - the truth of all we are. Our feelings are the ‘Way’: the way to the truth of ourselves, the way to reclaim our lost selves, the way to no longer be false and untrue. And the way to be as perfect as nature is, our own true and loving nature. And then we can also long for the Divine Love. |