And that’s how I see everyone now, even those people who did receive some love, who weren’t pushed away, who did feel effective in their lives and are so as adults; but still as you’ve said to me all along, right from the very beginning, it’s all only partial, and it’s not full and true and real love. And everywhere I go and with everyone I speak with, I can see the sadness in them, feel the tragedy we’re all living in, and feel how we all feel to some degree unloved and are without any hope of every having that love without doing our healing.
And as Marion said, there are really two parts to it once you strip away the false outer show and face of being happy and feeling good; that being, all the unexpressed bad feelings and emotions contained within what we call our childhood repression - all those terrible feelings from our early beginning we are keeping repressed within us and refusing to acknowledge; and not feeling loved as much as we needed to feel - not feeling loved at all. With of course our not feeling loved giving rise to all our horrible bad feelings we don’t want to face.
And daily now it is all helping me to see, that all about this, all you and Jesus have said, is very real, and in fact so much so, and so terribly so, that it will take me personally many years to come to terms with, and I imagine all of us - collectively, aeons.