For me there are three main parts to what Mary and Jesus speak about, with the main and most important part of the three being the healing of our negative state. Then the End Times and the coming of the Avonal pair.
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Jesus: The title of this post says it all James.
After speaking with you yesterday about reincarnation again and all that stuff to do with probable and multiple realities, and then following on from something Marion said this morning about herself, I felt I wanted to speak with you about our obsession with the fact that we are god. Of course not all people believe that, but what I’ve come to understand through my childhood repression healing, and all that’s helped me about our negative state, the bottom line is, that in one way or another, we all do believe that we are gods.
You do. Which is why I always stress you are children of God.
And why we put you up on the pedestal as being God too, is all part of that isn’t, of our need to make ourselves more self-important all because we were made to feel by our parents so unimportant.
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Mary, following on from what you said about our needing our compulsions to help us feel bad so we can find the truth of what’s causing them, in a way they are to be looked upon as ones friend. It’s easy to say that, but I can’t exactly do it with mine.
But what you say is correct James. They are being given to you by your soul to help you uncover the truth of yourself, so really all your bad feelings are your friends, and are, because THEY ARE YOU. And don’t you want to be a friend to yourself?
I see what you mean, and if we deny our feelings, then we’re being unfriendly and unloving to ourselves.
Yes, that’s right; and your healing, and why we stress that it’s about accepting your bad feelings instead of doing all you can to reject them, is really the way to truly accept yourself, to be as self-loving as you can. Your bad feelings, those repressed within you, are there for very valid reasons, they are not something that’s afflicting you for no reason. And they are trying to alert you to the fact that something is very wrong with you - within you, and so you should heed their warning. And you can only do this by accepting them, for if you continue to reject them, then you are not listening to your own inner warning signals and so will continue to suffer accordingly. However, as you’ve been so heavily programmed not to listen to your bad feelings, to what they are trying to make you feel and so understand about yourself, doing all you can to keep as far away from yourself as you can, so it’s very difficult to suddenly stop being how you are, all how you only know to be, and go the other way and start accepting them. This being the struggle you face in your healing. Your greatest obstacle is of course your own mind, it being full of the beliefs that say feeling bad is wrong: you must not let yourself feel bad, so you must do all sorts of things to keep feeling good, and these are your real barriers you have to overcome. But like it all, you don’t overcome them by using your mind to have power over them, this is only doing more of the same feeling-rejection to yourself; and so all you do, as all you can do, is accept that you feel this way, speaking about and longing for the truth of all you are feeling.
So through my healing I’m only fighting against myself, my feelings verses my mind.
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Mary or Jesus, I’d like to go over the ‘clearing away’ of bad emotions, and this being ‘healing oneself’ that some people say they can do.
Mary: Yes James, I will discuss it with you.
Thank you Mary. As you no doubt know, yesterday I was reading about a woman who said she compulsively masturbated from a very early age, bit her finger nails and chewed her lip. She was able to through brute force of will stop herself biting her nails, but as to the other things, she couldn’t stop doing them no matter how hard she tried. She did however finally manage to stop doing them by doing a clearing away of the emotions of them using some sort of technique, which she didn’t elaborate on. If all she said was true, from what I could gather it was by using her mind, and it reminded me of R... who used to talk about being able to do the same things for his clients. They would ring him and tell him their problem, and he, with the help of a pendulum, would talk to them about there problems being ‘guided by spirit’ and so helping to shed light on the persons blocks, which when done, the person was then able to liberate themselves from such blocks, having ‘cleared away’ all the emotional pain and problem. The person feeling apparently totally healed of their problem and free to go in life feeling so much happier and better within themselves; that being, until their next level of problem and blocks came up, at which point they’d ring R... again. But from all he told me, and all I could gather from what I read yesterday, no one actually grew in truth as Marion and I do, they might understand intellectually things about themselves and their problems, but are not connecting on a true feeling level and going into healing their childhood repression, coming to terms with their unloving relationships with their parents, and rectifying all their personality expression. So could you please explain to me what these people are actually doing, what is this ‘clearing way’ or ‘emotional cleansing’, and how does it work, in that it does obviously make them feel much happier and better within themselves and their lives.
It’s quite simple James to understand, and it’s exactly what the mind spirits do in their progress up their mansion worlds.
So these people are living as the mind spirits do?
Mary and Jesus I’m so fucking angry, so much anger is still within me, every day more shit to work through, more bad feelings, more yuk to bring up and express.
Mary: Yes James, and it’s all good, it’s all helping to bring you out, helping you to become your true self.
I know Mary, and I want it to come up and out, but shit I hate it when I’m in it, I feel so mad, nothing makes sense, I just want to smash myself, everything and everyone else. I feel torn apart deep within me, nothing is right, I’m all bad, and it doesn’t matter what I do, it’s all wrong.
All being how your parents made you feel and all the beliefs you’re locked into James. And all you can do is all you are doing, just keep speaking about it all whilst you’re longing to uncover the truth.
I try, but as you know, I’m no fucking good at expressing my shit feelings, it’s still so difficult for me even after all these years. Every time I move into deeper stuff, it’s yet another part of myself that’s hidden away, and then I’ve got to go through the same process of trying to feel what I’m feeling, accepting those feelings and express them to Marion, all over again. It’s so difficult, and it’s such a shit that God puts us in our shit and then we’re left having to get ourselves out of it. I feel so alone, so unloved by God or anyone else at times; and really writing all this stuff with you, I mean, what is it for, I still don’t know why I want to do it, and when I feel like this I want to dump it all, for what good is it going to do anyone, let alone myself.
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What Mary says in this post I’ve found the most difficult to accept throughout my healing, however the further I go the more I understand and can relate to what she’s saying. It's the hardest part of all Mary and Jesus are saying for us to face.
Mary and Jesus, I’d like you please to speak about childhood repression.
Mary: Yes James, I’ll begin. Your childhood repression is as you understand, all that happened to you during your forming years that interfered with your will and so personality expression, all causing you to feel many bad feelings, none of which you were allowed to express. So all those unexpressed bad feelings are still repressed within you, and you live still suppressing them. And as you’ve grown up in this state of feeling-denial and being unable to fully and truly express yourself, so you’ve formed behaviours and beliefs to keep existing in your negative state. So all that you’ve suffered at the hands of your parents throughout your whole childhood, and all you’re now as an adult refusing to see and accept about yourself, can be called your childhood repression. So you live keeping yourself under the control of your mind as we’ve talked about, and to heal this condition, Jesus and I are suggesting that you have go into your early life to bring out all you’re keeping repressed.
So what you’re saying is that we’ve all grown up damaged, all because we’ve been parented unlovingly; meaning, that our parents have interfered with our natural will expression, which had they not, would have allowed us to grow up true to ourselves.
Looking for the TRUTH?
If you are seriously looking for the truth - of yourself, life and God, then you'll have to do your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing to find it.
And if you don't do your healing, then you'll only be leading yourself further astray.
Mary and Jesus will explain...
And, if you don't want to look into and uncover the WHOLE TRUTH of your Childhood Repression, then all you call growing in truth is a fantasy, falsity and delusion. It all being nothing more than mind entertainment.
With so much being said about Mary Magdalene and Jesus, do you ever wonder what they might think about it all, and what they might say if we could ask them?
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An introduction to
Feeling-Healing: how we deny many bad feelings, and how we can instead accept them, express them, and find the truth of them - of why we are feeling bad.
For more information on Childhood Repression and Feeling-Healing.
Ann and Terry are beginning their Feeling-Healing.
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And why the animal and creature pictures; what relevance do they have to Mary and Jesus?
They are a celebration of natural love as expressed by nature, all being such wonderful pictures.
And nature, as well as our own true natures, we don't love and appreciate as fully as we should, all because of our feeling- and self-denial.
Nature is true and perfect, as was Mary and Jesus; as will we be when we heal our negative state of mind and will.
All by uncovering the truth of ourselves through our feelings.
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My intention in life is to live the highest truth possible. I want to live true - to myself and to God. I, like many people, and no doubt yourself, have been on something of a spiritual quest seeking answers to the many questions I’ve always wondered about. And what I want to do with this blog is ask Mary Magdalene and Jesus these questions, asking them about how we, humanity, lives. In short: is all we do, right or wrong. And if wrong, why. And then, how does one live the right way, that being the way God desires us to live.
And I want to ask them about many of the daily problems we face, trying not to get too bogged down in the technical side of the laws or truths of the universe we should live by. However some of this will be unavoidable as one needs a bigger picture with which to relate to the smaller more personal one. And I hope to bring into question as to whether or not much of what we consider religious and spiritual is actually any good for our soul.
Mary and Jesus have helped me beyond measure over the years, and feel I am able to now invite them to speak publicly. And if it is okay with them, I intend for us to begin at the beginning going over much of what they’ve already told me, all so it might appeal to and help those people who are sincerely looking for answers and are open to consider new ways of looking at things and themselves.
I thank them with all my heart and feel very privileged that they speak with me.
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Divine Love Spirituality:
Nature is beautiful, good and true; we’re not, we’re ugly, bad and untrue. And yet we should be like nature is - perfect.
If you’re untrue it means you're true to someone else, not yourself. So you’re being false. We were all made to grow up being true to our parents and not true to ourselves. We all had to, and to a greater or lesser extent, do what our parents said, it was their will, not our will.
Making yourself do things you think you should do is the problem. Doing them, and forcing yourself to do them, makes you feel bad. Doing them and believing they are making you feel good, is very sad. So to stop doing them is the way to feeling better and then good about yourself, however it’s easier said than done.
And yet it’s all very simple really. We decide that we no longer want to be untrue. So we look to stop doing all we don’t want to do. And all along the way, the key to it, is to keep expressing every part we feel about it, all whilst longing for and wanting to uncover the truth of why we want to do such things, why we think we should do them - the truth of all we are.
Our feelings are the ‘Way’: the way to the truth of ourselves, the way to reclaim our lost selves, the way to no longer be false and untrue. And the way to be as perfect as nature is, our own true and loving nature.
And then we can also long for the Divine Love.