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Mary: James, we want your readers to understand that we are making this presentation to them for their consideration. We are revealing a new way to live, by the ongoing looking to ones feelings for their truth; which if taken seriously will lead one into having to confront and deal with ones childhood repression; all of which will, if you want to uncover the whole truth of it, irrevocably change your life. We are informing you that your way of life is wrong, that it’s not in harmony with the natural way of things, and that all you are doing is going against the wellbeing of yourselves, only making life difficult and unpleasant. And those people who find they are enjoying their lives are really only enjoying it through their mind control, the control of themselves, their minds control over their feelings, which is all self-denial and so evil.
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Mary or Jesus, I was thinking again that it’s right if we partake of the Divine Love and we feel bad, it helping us to get more in touch with ourselves and all those parts of us we’re denying.
Mary: ONLY IF YOU ARE WANTING TO LIVE TRUE James, otherwise no, it won’t make you feel bad, it won’t make you feel anything, other than give you a feeling that you are receiving the Divine Love. Then as you understand this, if your mind wants to make you feel good, which really means, if you want to feel good, and even very good that you’ve received the Divine Love, then you can create such good feelings for yourself, but it’s got nothing to do with the Love itself coming into you. You see, whilst you’re in your negative states, even though you can long to the Mother and Father for Their Divine Love, and even though you are receive it into your soul; and even though it might even transform a little of your soul, still that minuscule transformation would not be enough to enable you to feel loved by God. The truth being, that whilst you’re in an anti God state of mind, you CAN’T actually feel loved by God, so you can’t feel the full loving benefits of the Divine Love. So any so-called love anyone should feel upon partaking of the Divine Love whilst in their negative states, is only being bought about by using their minds to contrive such love based on the new belief that they should feel loved by God because they are invocating and receiving God’s love.
Okay, so really until we’re healed, we won’t or can’t even feel loved by the Mother and Father. Not properly anyway.
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Mary, following on from what you said about our needing our compulsions to help us feel bad so we can find the truth of what’s causing them, in a way they are to be looked upon as ones friend. It’s easy to say that, but I can’t exactly do it with mine.
But what you say is correct James. They are being given to you by your soul to help you uncover the truth of yourself, so really all your bad feelings are your friends, and are, because THEY ARE YOU. And don’t you want to be a friend to yourself?
I see what you mean, and if we deny our feelings, then we’re being unfriendly and unloving to ourselves.
Yes, that’s right; and your healing, and why we stress that it’s about accepting your bad feelings instead of doing all you can to reject them, is really the way to truly accept yourself, to be as self-loving as you can. Your bad feelings, those repressed within you, are there for very valid reasons, they are not something that’s afflicting you for no reason. And they are trying to alert you to the fact that something is very wrong with you - within you, and so you should heed their warning. And you can only do this by accepting them, for if you continue to reject them, then you are not listening to your own inner warning signals and so will continue to suffer accordingly. However, as you’ve been so heavily programmed not to listen to your bad feelings, to what they are trying to make you feel and so understand about yourself, doing all you can to keep as far away from yourself as you can, so it’s very difficult to suddenly stop being how you are, all how you only know to be, and go the other way and start accepting them. This being the struggle you face in your healing. Your greatest obstacle is of course your own mind, it being full of the beliefs that say feeling bad is wrong: you must not let yourself feel bad, so you must do all sorts of things to keep feeling good, and these are your real barriers you have to overcome. But like it all, you don’t overcome them by using your mind to have power over them, this is only doing more of the same feeling-rejection to yourself; and so all you do, as all you can do, is accept that you feel this way, speaking about and longing for the truth of all you are feeling.
So through my healing I’m only fighting against myself, my feelings verses my mind.
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Because They want us to experience all the facets of personality James. I know it might be hard to understand why a so-called loving God would create such pain and suffering, for that is what everyone has to get to at some point in their wonderings about it all, however all I can say is that as you grow in truth through your feeling expression, you come to appreciate just what the personality is, and so how vital negative or ‘bad’ feelings are.
I am doing that I have to admit. As much as I hate feeling bad, the further I go, the more I am valuing my bad feelings. I don’t want to have them still, mind you, but as they surface in me, my repressed ones, and I can express them and uncover the truth they want me to see, I am grateful for them. But I do wonder Jesus, will I ever feel completely good about my shit life, and will I ever be fully happy that God put me in it, kept me in it, and left it up to me to get myself out of it.
I can’t answer that for you James, all I can say is... you’ll have to wait and see. You can work out the theory for yourself, that yes, you will one day when you’ve healed yourself of all your negative state, value it all, and even to the extent of being very happy that God gave you the opportunity of beginning life in evilness. But that day will be yours to keep dear to your own heart and I don’t want to take any of its specialness away from you.
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If we sincerely want to grow in truth, and if we are indeed in the End Times, then a new age of truth will soon commence, which will require new revelation to be made. And in preparation for this we have been given the Padgett Messages (from Jesus and Celestial spirits) early last century, then The Urantia Book, and now more from Jesus and Mary Magdalene, all preparing us for the new. So things are moving on, the Bible is being bypassed, with the little truth in it now contained in these more recent revelations. So adhering to the Bible and trying to live true to what it says, is living in bygone land.
Mary or Jesus, I was going to post this on a comment to one of my posts on Before It’s News, but instead would like to ask you if you’d agree with it. Is this how it really is? Are we really moving on? I know you say we are, and it seems from all I read that many people feel or sense or even suspect something is happening, and more than just the usual; so is it true? Or is it that because of the ease of the Internet more people can put what they think on it, and there have always been people thinking and feeling such things, whereas before the Internet, we only had what the mainstream papers and powers-that-be wanted people to think.
Mary: No James, it is as you feel, as many people are feeling, indeed there is something in the air. And the Internet is only facilitating that. Humanity is feeling very restless, there are a very large number of people feeling very discontented with the way of things, that being, how they’ve been living being dictated to in one way or another by governments and other authorities that are showing they don’t actually care about them. They have been shown that those people in the power positions who’ve always said they are looking after them and doing things in their best interests are only self-interested, and the systems that have kept every thing in order up until now are beginning to fail. People are seeing that no one is going to help them other than themselves, and they are fed up with all the lies and cheating, and really if they could, would be very happy to walk away and turn their backs on it all, happy to start something new and completely different - a new way of life. And this new way, an ‘inner way’, is what Jesus and I are offering you. A way to move deeper into yourselves, all through your feelings, and a way that is your own real alternative and way out of your darkness. A way to remain in the horror and yet to heal yourself of it, and so at the same time, separate and remove yourself from it. But the trouble is that, even if other superficial ways to live appeared as alternatives, and you’d not want to work to heal your negative state, and even ones seeming to be more in balance and respectful of nature, they’d soon also become corrupt because that’s all that can happen whilst you’re living against yourselves and untrue. So really you’re not faced with much of an option as to what you can do: remain in it and go around and all over the same ground again; or, seek to remove yourself from it by uncovering the truth within yourself.
So what you and Jesus are saying about our accepting our bad feelings, to look to them to help us go into ourselves and uncover the truth of ourselves, is the only real option we have available to us, if we sincerely want to do something to help ourselves.
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Mary and Jesus, I’d like to speak to you both about living God’s will: what it is and how can we do it?
Mary: As it’s important now in our work James for the feminine side to have more of a say to balance Jesus’ masculine, I will answer this for you.
It’s very easy to live God’s Will, far easier than what it’s said to be and what people make of it and try to do. To live God’s Will all you need to do is live true to yourself, true to your feelings, and when you are, so when you’ve healed your negative and untrue state, then naturally you’ll be living true to God as you live true to yourself. So you’ll be living God’s Will.
Okay Mary, that sounds simple enough, but first we have to become true to ourselves, so do our healing... that’s not so simple.
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Mary: I want to continue on from what Jesus was saying. I want people to understand that to heal their personality-expression imperfections, their self- and feeling-denial, their evilness, as Jesus was saying, is to be done through the ongoing acceptance of their feelings, of all those parts of themselves they are denying. And something one can only do with ones feelings. I want to stress this point, because how you are in your wrongness is you deal with every problem you have by using your mind to try and fix or remove or solve the problem, but this, using your mind to have control over your feelings, will only keep you locked up in your negative state. All of what is called positive thinking and applying your mind to gain supremacy over your bad feelings; to in short, contrive to make yourself feel good using your mind when you feel bad, is not going to help you, it only serving to further advance your self-rebellion.
So the way to heal yourself, as we’ve spoken of before, is to simply look to see what feelings you are refusing yourself to feel, and accept them instead of denying them. And to fully accept them, you look to express them, speak about them, let them have their say, rather than pushing them aside, refusing to let them make you feel bad.
So we’re to allow ourselves to feel bad, is that what you’re saying Mary?
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Mary or Jesus, what really is our problem, and how can we fix it?
I’ll begin James, Jesus.
Your problem is you deny aspects of your personality - of yourself. This being seen in your refusal to accept and so express many of your feelings. And in particular, your bad feelings. It’s all very easy really, and is why you feel bad in any way, and why any bad things happen to you. You started off life being denied the full expression of yourself, so you didn’t feel fully loved, and as you’ve formed you’ve mistakenly believed that this is the right way for you to be, so all you do is done to keep your self-denial and negative unloving behaviour patterns and the beliefs that sustain them, in place. And you live refusing to accept these aspects of yourself in the erroneous belief they are wrong and you shouldn’t feel them. But they are you because you do feel them, and so you should go the other way and accept them. And if you were to do this, then you’d be fully accepting yourself, fully self-loving, feeling fully able to express all you feel and think in life. This being what you can do to fix your problem. As you seek to uncover the truth of why you are as you are, that being living denying parts of yourself, then as the truth comes, so you can see the folly of your ways, change yourself by choosing to no longer be as you are, thereby healing yourself of your negative, unloving, self-rejecting and so evil state.
Evil is the condition of truth denial. If you deny the truth, so deny the truth that you are feeling bad when you do feel bad by denying any bad feeling, then you are treating yourself evilly. And as you treat yourself evilly, so you treat another, nature and God, evilly. As you deny yourself, so you deny others. As you limit, restrict, condition and control your feelings and feeling expression, so you do that to other people. And where your real trouble lies in all of this, is that mostly you don’t see that you are doing such things. You say, that man is evil because of the horrendous acts of violence or cruelty he is doing, and because you are not behaving as he is, so you rationalise that you are not evil, you are even good, right, true and loving. However, as true as it is that this man is evil, it’s just that you refuse to look more closely at your own actions and motivations, and if you did, if you enlightened yourselves to the truth, you’d also see that in your ways, you too are evil, you too are denying many aspects of your own self-expression, and so will be doing so in your relationships and interactions with other people, nature and God. You might not actually be outrightly hurting another person or creature, but still you are evil because you are not living true to yourself. And you have all rights to continue to pretend you are not evil, or not as evil as the man who murders and rapes or sexually abuses his children, but still, at the end of the day, you will have to deal with your evilness, as will this man. You will have to see the truth of how you are denying yourself, your true and full self expression, and in your ways, just as he will in his ways.
So what you’re saying Jesus is that any denial of our personality expression is evil?
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Jesus, could you please explain about the Comforter and the Holy Spirit, and are they one and the same?
They are not the same James, however in each of their ways they give comfort, either directly or indirectly.
The true comforter is the Spirit of Truth (are the Spirits of Truth), because it helps you uncover the truth of yourself and of life through your own endeavours should you seek the truth; meaning, should you seek to live true to yourself.
As The Urantia Book points out, when the higher Descending Sons (and Daughters) of which Mary and I are one such pair, come to a world to reveal the truth required by its people, then as a parting gift to that world, and in Mary’s and my case, to our whole universe, upon our death and from our soul, is liberated what is known to be the Spirit of Truth, this Spirit of Truth being expressed individually by us. I liberated my Spirit of Truth upon my death and release from the physical, as did Mary release hers when she died. And together, united as one, they are ever present and always ready to help you should you be intent on uncovering the truth for yourself.
As we’ve told you, you need to use your feelings and not your mind to show you the way, and were you to look to your feelings, then they would lead you into uncovering the truth; and that being, all the truths you need to know that will enable you to live happy and fulfilled lives. So it’s right when it’s said the truth is within you, it is, contained within your soul, only you have to use your feelings to allow it come up within you so you can express or live it - be it.
So yours and Mary’s Spirits of Truth overshadow us all the time, is that what you mean by they are always with us? And they help us see the truth, that being, as you and Mary saw it. And it’s a partnership between both of you and us, for without your help through your Spirits of Truth, we’d not grow in truth.
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Mary, one of the great things about the book with Hannah was how her mother changed upon learning about her daughters illness and as she accepted that Hannah was going to die. Everyone involved with Hannah, including the hospital staff, learnt from her, all these adults, learning about themselves, the truth, life, from a three year-old. And it was clear that these adults only did learn because they wanted to, they allowed themselves to learn, all by respecting Hannah. And had Hannah had other parents who were more controlling, such parents would not have learnt anything.
Most parents refuse to learn from their children James, look at yours. Your mother saw you only as an imposition on her life, she didn’t want to grow in truth, she didn’t want to change the way she was, she forced you to change yourself to fit in with her.
The child, right from conception, is more true than adults are on your world, because of your living in your negative state. The child is the most true at conception, losing such perfection as it comes under its parents control. So whilst a child is still in its forming years, if the parents allow it to more freely express itself, even looking to it to help them understand themselves and their lives, it will naturally do so. If you are treated well, respected, made to feel wanted and cared about; if you are loved as you are coming into being, then naturally you’ll express this truth; and so for those people about you, if they are open to growing in truth, will see the little child as an inspiration, as many of the adults did in Hannah’s life. And it’s not that Hannah was any specially gifted child, or anything like that, it was just that her parents allowed to be more true to herself, they didn’t railroad her into becoming as they were.
Looking for the TRUTH?
If you are seriously looking for the truth - of yourself, life and God, then you'll have to do your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing to find it.
And if you don't do your healing, then you'll only be leading yourself further astray.
Mary and Jesus will explain...
And, if you don't want to look into and uncover the WHOLE TRUTH of your Childhood Repression, then all you call growing in truth is a fantasy, falsity and delusion. It all being nothing more than mind entertainment.
With so much being said about Mary Magdalene and Jesus, do you ever wonder what they might think about it all, and what they might say if we could ask them?
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Divine Love Spirituality
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An introduction to
Feeling-Healing: how we deny many bad feelings, and how we can instead accept them, express them, and find the truth of them - of why we are feeling bad.
For more information on Childhood Repression and Feeling-Healing.
Ann and Terry are beginning their Feeling-Healing.
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And why the animal and creature pictures; what relevance do they have to Mary and Jesus?
They are a celebration of natural love as expressed by nature, all being such wonderful pictures.
And nature, as well as our own true natures, we don't love and appreciate as fully as we should, all because of our feeling- and self-denial.
Nature is true and perfect, as was Mary and Jesus; as will we be when we heal our negative state of mind and will.
All by uncovering the truth of ourselves through our feelings.
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My intention in life is to live the highest truth possible. I want to live true - to myself and to God. I, like many people, and no doubt yourself, have been on something of a spiritual quest seeking answers to the many questions I’ve always wondered about. And what I want to do with this blog is ask Mary Magdalene and Jesus these questions, asking them about how we, humanity, lives. In short: is all we do, right or wrong. And if wrong, why. And then, how does one live the right way, that being the way God desires us to live.
And I want to ask them about many of the daily problems we face, trying not to get too bogged down in the technical side of the laws or truths of the universe we should live by. However some of this will be unavoidable as one needs a bigger picture with which to relate to the smaller more personal one. And I hope to bring into question as to whether or not much of what we consider religious and spiritual is actually any good for our soul.
Mary and Jesus have helped me beyond measure over the years, and feel I am able to now invite them to speak publicly. And if it is okay with them, I intend for us to begin at the beginning going over much of what they’ve already told me, all so it might appeal to and help those people who are sincerely looking for answers and are open to consider new ways of looking at things and themselves.
I thank them with all my heart and feel very privileged that they speak with me.
The truth of
Divine Love Spirituality:
Nature is beautiful, good and true; we’re not, we’re ugly, bad and untrue. And yet we should be like nature is - perfect.
If you’re untrue it means you're true to someone else, not yourself. So you’re being false. We were all made to grow up being true to our parents and not true to ourselves. We all had to, and to a greater or lesser extent, do what our parents said, it was their will, not our will.
Making yourself do things you think you should do is the problem. Doing them, and forcing yourself to do them, makes you feel bad. Doing them and believing they are making you feel good, is very sad. So to stop doing them is the way to feeling better and then good about yourself, however it’s easier said than done.
And yet it’s all very simple really. We decide that we no longer want to be untrue. So we look to stop doing all we don’t want to do. And all along the way, the key to it, is to keep expressing every part we feel about it, all whilst longing for and wanting to uncover the truth of why we want to do such things, why we think we should do them - the truth of all we are.
Our feelings are the ‘Way’: the way to the truth of ourselves, the way to reclaim our lost selves, the way to no longer be false and untrue. And the way to be as perfect as nature is, our own true and loving nature.
And then we can also long for the Divine Love.