That’s right James. It’s all ONLY about your personality expression. And if you are doing this fully and truly, which means, perfectly, then you are living as fully, truly and perfectly spiritually as you can in life. You would be living as you’re meant to live, no longer denying yourself or stopping your full and true personality expression in any way. And then you would be free to enjoy life in all its glory, feeling truly and fully happy and loved. But if you deny but one aspect of your personality, you don’t express one feeling or thought you should be expressing, then you are not true and so imperfect (evil), and then in some way you’ll feel bad and unhappy. And those bad feelings will persist until you stop and pay attention to yourself, to the fact that you are not feeling right because you’re not fully expressing yourself. And when you do express this part of yourself you are denying and see the whole truth of why you’re denying it, then you’ll return to feeling fully happy and full of love. Your bad feelings are the natural indicators that something is not right within you, and so they are to be loved, honoured and respected for what they are; and that they are tying to help you love yourself fully, showing you by making you feel bad, that you are not fully self-loving, you are being unloving to yourself in this area that you are denying them. You can only be fully and truly self-loving when you are fully and truly expressing all of your personality. And of course, it’s in your relationships that you express your personality the fullest, so it’s wanting to have true and perfect relationships that will help you to see where you are denying parts of yourself. And if within your more personal and intimate relationships you agree to help each other to fully express yourselves, then within your everyday interactions such imperfections will be show up resulting from the ongoing feeling interaction between you.
And this is how you are to live perfectly in your natural love, that being the love you naturally grow up and want to express when you feel good. And once you achieve living in perfect natural love, you’ll be ready to move higher spiritually by including God’s Divine Love in your soul, something that is different to and separate from your own natural love.
This being what Jesus reveals to us in the Padgett Messages.
Okay, and that applies to a world of natural love that hasn’t been interfered with by rebellion and default.
That’s right, it still applies to you, however because Jesus and I came to your world before you’d perfected your natural love, so the extraordinary and highly unusual situation has arisen, enabling you to actively and consciously (and even unconsciously) long for the Divine Love and receive it, whilst being in your negative love state. This being what you did James, which led you to where you are now.
Yes. However in the Padgett Messages it also says or implies that if we partake of the Divine Love, then somehow, as it doesn’t make that clear, all our sins and errors, all our yuk, will be taken away from us, removed, as the Divine Love transforms our soul. But that, so I’ve found out for myself, is rather misleading, it’s not as simple as that, is it Mary?
No. Certainly the Divine Love will transform your soul, however what you’ve discovered for yourself James, is first it needs perfect natural love to transform, it doesn’t just transform your imperfect natural love. So you need to do your healing whilst you long for the Divine Love, with your healing process helping you perfect yourself, and so your natural love expression, all of which the Divine Love can then act upon and transform.
So does the Divine Love transform us along the way, or does it somehow wait until we’ve completed our healing and then transform our soul?
It acts upon any perfect natural love as you progress in your healing. So if you already have some perfect aspects of yourself, it will immediately transform these as you partake of the Divine Love, but then so far as it transforming more of your soul, it will wait if you keep longing for more Love, until you’ve further perfected yourself.
So that’s why we might feel good for a time when we first start longing for and receiving the Divine Love, but then not feel so good later.
Yes, but unless you are actively seeking to heal your evilness, you’ll reach a point relatively quickly in which you’ll have no further natural love to transform. And then you are either faced with the point of longing for more Divine Love, but receiving less and less of it, as only a certain amount will actually keep coming into your soul if you are not actively growing in truth; or contriving using your mind that you are still receiving Divine Love when you pray for it, believing you are still feeling it coming into you. Really what should happen, is you feel good initially receiving the Divine Love as it transforms those aspects within your soul that it can, but once that’s done and as you long for more, you should start to feel bad, like something is not quite right, which is true, as you’ve not got further perfect natural love to transform. And so with those bad feelings, you then have further opportunity to start expressing them and seeking their truth - doing your soul-healing, which is just your feeling-healing but including the Divine Love. But as most people don’t want to allow themselves to feel bad, and even believe they shouldn’t feel bad because they are now partaking consciously of the Divine Love, believing the Love should be taking all their sins and errors away, all within them that’s causing them to feel bad, so they apply yet more levels of their mind to deny these bad feelings, thereby defeating the impact of the Divine Love upon their soul. And so they contrive that they are divine, that they are more loving and caring, but it’s all to cover up the bad feelings that by rights should be pushing up within them to help them see things are not right.
The Divine Love James, is merely to transform your natural love, but you need to have that natural love there to transform. The Divine Love of itself does not heal you, it does not remove all your imperfections of their causes; that part, I’m afraid to say, is all up to you.
But that wasn’t said in the Padgett Messages.
No, because it wasn’t a full revelation, it was limited as Jesus and I have told you. It had to comply with the Rebellion and Default imposed restrictions; so that part, all that includes your need to do your healing and how to do it, was left out, all being the more feminine part, all being what the Rebellion and Default are - the denial of the feminine, as in emotions and feelings.
I initially believed the Divine Love would help show up my imperfections.
It will, but indirectly. As you leave your minds controlling state and so your evilness, those parts being then transformed by the Divine Love if you are actively longing for it, will then put pressure on your other imperfect parts, thereby bringing to light more bad feelings for you to express and uncover the truth of. And in this way it helps you. But as you’ve seen, really you just concentrate on doing your healing and perfecting your natural love, that’s the most important part of it all; and long for the Divine Love as you feel you want to, but it not being the main focus as such. Too much focus on the Divine Love at the expense and denial of your bad feelings will only cause you more problems resulting from more self-denial.
Marion and I do want the Divine Love, that’s our main overall focus in life, but we don’t always long for it, for we understand we have to make the immediate priority our bad feeling expression. And I’ve found that I might want the Divine Love, but it doesn’t always come into my soul when I long and pray for it. So that sort of puts you off. So we ask and long but don’t expect it to come, finding it does come, and sometimes of its own accord, even when we’re not actively longing, when obviously our soul needs it.
Yes, so long as you have made it your primary intention in life, that you want to become divine and so at-one with God, and you long for the Love as you feel to, then that’s what you do, all the while setting about working on your feeling acceptance and perfecting your personality expression. And doing that, understand that as you perfect your natural love, so then the Divine Love can, when and as required by your soul, transform it into such divinity.
And as with all things, it’s different for everyone, you are all to have of course your own experiences. So for some people they might find they receive Divine Love regularly as they work their way through their healing, it transforming those aspects of themselves that they prefect; and for others, such as yourself James, you transformed a small amount of your soul in the first two years of your actively praying for and receiving the Divine Love. Then you began your healing. Then you kept receiving more Divine Love, sort of a storing of it, it remaining somewhat ‘dormant’ so to speak within your soul until such time as you complete your healing. And for Marion, her experience has been different again, she receiving a huge amount of Divine Love when she had her big spiritual experience when she was very sick, it revitalising her life force and making her feel like she wanted to keep living. But then she hasn’t received much more Love, even though she keeps longing for it, for its important that she completes all her healing just through her own natural love endeavours and without the ongoing support of the Divine Love.
Yes, she longs to be at-one with God all the time. She prays for the Divine Love far more than I do, but she says only very occasionally does she actually feel a little coming into her. But it was a huge, as you say, experience that she had when she was sick and on deaths door before we met, when she didn’t want to live anymore.
I long for the Divine Love about once a day now, but I don’t expect the Mother and Father to give it to me. I ask Them about it, and They say I don’t need it at the moment, that I have all I need within my soul; but when I do need more, They will give me more. But with what I do feel I have in my soul, I love Them and can feel Their loving me, even though I’ve also had to express a lot of hatred of Them being really angry with Them for giving me such a shit life.
That’s right, and even though you are longing for Their Divine Love, should you also feel you hate them, any bad feelings, you MUST express them, even if you think it’s wrong to. You are all heavily conditioned in all your relationships, including God, even though God wasn’t included in much of your early life James. But as you’ve followed Marion’s example, when you feel you’re angry with or hate God, then you go with those feelings, expressing them and seeing what truth they lead you to.
And so Mary, we can either seek to perfect our natural love and live confined to the seven mansion worlds; or embrace the Divine Love and move out into the higher Celestial spheres of truth.
Yes, you can do that when you are a spirit, or you can do it now. As you grow in truth now you are in effect working your way up through the mansion worlds, and when you are fully healed, you’ll have reached the level of truth equivalent to that of the first Celestial sphere. So when you are fully healed, and if you are still of flesh, you will be as if you were a Celestial spirit living in the physical. And when you die, you’ll move to live in the Celestial spheres having already worked your way through the lower mansion worlds through your healing. And then once you are true and perfect and no longer evil, and so being of a Celestial level of truth, you can keep growing in truth and keep receiving more Divine Love, that love making you more divine as you ascend all the way to Paradise.
And what happens to our natural love when we are Celestial, do we still have it, or are we completely of the first stage of being Divine Love?
You still have it, you will always have it, only it will also be expressed with the light of your divinity, that being, the light of your truth. It doesn’t get transformed into ceasing to be and then you are only of Divine Love and only express Divine Love. Only the Mother and Father (and the other Paradise Deities) express Divine Love all the time, for the rest of us, we’re divine natural love creatures as you might say.
So when we’re true and perfect, we love expressing our natural love still, and with this added light of Divine Love, that which reflects our level of truth.
So it’s wrong when people say you will be able to perform healings with the Divine Love because you are divine.
No one can give Divine Love to another, including Jesus and myself. We are the most divine soul in Nebadon, but we can’t give another such Divine Love. ONLY the Mother and Father give Divine Love to us, to our souls, and once given, there it stays, in our soul. It cannot leave our soul or be withdrawn by the Mother and Father, it is ours - Their Love of us, forevermore. And so nor can we give it on to another.
All such healings, including those performed by Jesus, and those by the mind spirits, are done complying with the laws of natural love, done with natural love, but in Jesus and my case, with also the light of our divinity.
Did you do such miraculous healings Mary?
No, not on Earth, but I did help other spirits in such ways during the early times in spirit after I’d died.
But aren’t we healed and perfect when we die in our new spirit bodies?
Yes, but the healings Jesus and I did in spirit were those of the mind. Certain people who became spirits were very mentally deranged, very confused, as many minds back then were not of the order or level that they are today. So we undertook such mental healings, so as to allow such spirits to become of a normal mind, so they could either get on with living in their truth-denying state in the mind mansion worlds, or embrace the Divine Love moving into the Divine Love mansion worlds to do their soul-healing. But all such healings and all the ones Jesus performed, were done by the Divine Minister through Her angelic agencies and in conjunction with our natural love.
So James, to conclude this post, no one can heal with the Divine Love, and consequently and contrary to what a lot of people believe, no one can heal with the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit as said in the Padgett Messages can only and does only convey the Divine Love into ones soul. All such supernatural healings are carried out by angels under the command of the Divine Minister.